Finals.

Well looks like I'm going to fail my god damn history final!

Windows 8 doesn't have powerpoint, and we can't just fork over a bunch of money to get it downloaded on this computer when I'm only going to use it like....once.

I worked SO HARD ON THIS POWERPOINT! I put in humor, studied EVERYTHING on the Cold War, made the most amazing puns, but it's not done and it won't work on fucking google drive because it doesn't show up the same way it does on PowerPoint.

So I'm fucked on my Spanish final, AND my history final! Yay!

To top it all off, I was suicidal again and cut for the first time in 5 months, ending my recovery progress that I'll probably have to tell Joby (my gender therapist) about....fuck me sideways I am not having a good week.

On a happier note I went from a 71% percentile to a 95% percentile in my literature studies.

I'm just going to read fanfiction, maybe write, watch Attack on Titan and not give a flying fuck anymore. Not about school, not about my ex who was forced to leave me because of her transphobic grandma, not about other people's problems, nothing. No fucks. None at all.




Motherfuckers.