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Six AM AndLey

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A6: heyyy Ash
Me: what andy =[
A6: r u ok? u sound PO
me: no im just lonely...
A6: aw dont worry ashie theres alot of girls out there!!
Me: ...ya...whatev u say Mr IhaveagirlfriendandyoudontSix
A6: wat? its not like u never had 1
Me: pft those girls wer just 4 show uk tht!! You and scout r like, practiclly married.
A6: .///. stfu
Me: its true.

I flipped shut my phone and threw it on the sofa, ignoring the next message I got from Andy. I crossed my arms and stared at the rain-soaked window next to my closet, lightning flashed, lighting up my room making the lights flicker.
My phone began to ring, I saw Andy's contact photo pop up.
"What?" I said, my voice cracking as I held back tears.
"Look, I'm sorry you're lonely. I'll see if Scout has anyone up for-"
I pressed the end button, throwing back down my phone I curled up in my bed and cried myself to sleep, staring at one of my many model posters as I did so.

I woke up the next morning and walked to school, my sholders hunched and my head down, this week-long depression attack was pissing me off which made it worse. I just wanted to jump infront of a bus and...
"Ashley!" Andy yelled, I felt his arm knock into mine as he slowed to a stop beside me, looking at me over-happily "How are yuh?"
"Depressed, Andy. Like usal." I grumbled.
Andy let out a groan, rolling his eyes "still about the lonely thing?"
"About everything!" I yelled "About that almost no-one loves me in that way, how everyone else who wants a lover GETS a lover and not just some skank liking me because I'm handsome my band is hopeless while you've alredy performed somewhere with your band nobody ever listens to me and just ARGH!" I kicked a dandielion "Its annoying as fuck! And then people WONDER why I act emo. Thats another thing--those fucking bullies calling me that shit."
Andy stopped and stared at me, his black-and-red hair hung in his eyes but didn't hide the wideness of the blue orbes. I took a deep breath and clenched my fists.
"I don't think I like girls all that much anymore either." I murmured, looking down so far my hair flipped upside down.
"What do you mean?" he asked.
"I. Don't. Like. Girls. All. That. Much." I repeated.
"So you're gay?"
"Maybe."
Andy and I walked in silence for a while, he checked his phone every few seconds when he thought I wasn't looking, but I saw everything.
I always did.
I sand Cat and Mouse softly, trying not to cry. He put his arm around me confortingly, making it even harder. I pushed his hand away painfully as we approched the school.
"Andyy!!" Scout squeeled, racing toward us and clinging to his arm. "Oh hi Ashley" she said, looking me up and down "We're going inside, Andy needs to practice with the band."
"Scout I-"
"C'mon!! The guys were buging me all morning." she said, pulling him away.
"What a bitch" I murmured, making my way though the crowd of populars.
"Andy's girl being overpowering again?" my other best friend, Christian, said.
"I dunno. I was clearly talking to him and she came in and dragged him off." I said misrabbly.
"Yeah. Makes you wish you could just slap someone. Not her though-the Black Veil Fans will kill you, so would she and Andy." CC shrugged "Still depressed I see."
"Yeah." I said.
"Well do you like anyone?" he asked.
Andy's name automaticlly poped into my head, but I couldn't say it. He can't know I was questioning, he couldn't! Knowing CC he'd probably blurt it out to the whole world.
"Helloooo? I asked you a question." he said, waving infront of my face.
"Oh, yeah, uh..." I tried to think up a name.
"Well?" he tapped his foot impatiantly.
"And...rea something." I said.
CC nodded as if he understood "Ok...well...you could ask her out?" he suggested.
"H-I mean she alredy has someone." I said, spitting on the ground.
"Well, looks like my theory is right. All hot girls are always taken by the wrong people."
"You don't even know whose they're dating" I said.
"Doesn't matter. Hes a jer--wait 'they're?'" he gave me a confused look.
Shit. He caught me.
"I ment her" I said quickly.
CC looked at me suspiciously "Allright..."
The bell rang. We all headed inside for the very, very long school day.
~Gym class~
"I don't care HOW misrable you are Purdy you're not exused from class today!" barked the teacher "Not go change!" she pointed to the boys' room. I stormed over, kicking open the door and grabbing my cloths out my locker, mumbling to myself.
"Ash, you allright?" Andy's deep-ish voice said from behind me.
"No" I grumbled, stripping off my shirt and pants "quit asking. Its always no."
"c'mon.." Andy sat beside me, he was only wearing his gym shirt and breifs. I turned away from him, pulling on my shorts.
"C'mon what?" I demanded "nothing will make me feel better!"
"Because you're not telling me what will!" Andy whined.
I turned my head, glaring into his beautiful face. His hair black annd red, combed over his eyes but falling to the side his eyes as blue orbes staring into mine, his lips perfect...
I don't know if I leaned in first or he did, it was probably me but we kissed. My lips crushed against his. He leaned back slightly, I felt his eyelashed flutter shut against my forehead.
A heartbeat later I moved back, horrified but satisfied at this. We both blushed harshly, Andy touched his lips woth his index finger.
"I-I'm sorry Andy..." I murmured.
"That was my doing" he whispered "sorry."
I looked down, grabbing my shirt and pulling it over my head "You're good at that..." I murmured.
"Thanks."
I looked around for other kids and stood up, actually standing up stright and helping Andy up.
"Andy?"
"Yeah Ash?"
"I love you" with that I quickly turned away, darting out ot the gym.
Aaaaagh 1st drafts suuuuuck!
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It's cute and doesn't suck! :O