Mine chapter 21 - Kids?

Chapter 21 - Kids?

"CC..."
I gently shook his shoulder, he grumbled and hid his head.
It had been a week or so since CC got out of the hospital. Doctors offered therapy, which he turned down, but they forced anti-depressants on him. Hell, I forced them on him every morning. His cut wrists was a wake-up call to us that he's not the same bouncy little happy CC he always had been. As for the cuts well, they were healing. Almost just a scar now. I shook him again.
"CC you have to take your medicine." I said.
"I don't want to" he whined, pulling the blanket over his head.
"You have to." I pulled the blanket off him. He curled into a tighter ball, covering his head with his arms.
"Do I have to tickle you?" I said, know he was extremely ticklish.
"AH NO TICKING!" he rolled over and fell out of bed.
I chuckled, climbing over the bed and helping him up, being careful of the bandages.
I held his hand gently as we walked to the bathroom. I tried not to look at the bathtub which had a perminit red ring around it no matter what we did it didn't go away. I bent and got the pill bottle from under the sink and filled a glass of water. CC gave me a pleading look.
"I'm happy today I swear!" he said.
I shook my head. "Open."
CC rolled his eyes and opened his mouth. I put the pill on his tongue and put the glass of water to his lips. He swallowed, grimacing.
"Open again." I had to check he didn't have it under his tongue.
He opened his mouth, moving his tongue around. He swallowed it.
I turned him around and grabbed the brush, pulling it through his long hair. He stared in the mirror, watching me brush the snarls from his head.
"Why do you do this for me anyway?" he asked.
"Because I love you." I replied, working my way to the side of his head.
"Any other reason?"
"Well..." I thought for a moment. "Remember when we had just started dating and you found out I was a cutter?"
"Yeah..." he said "I see the scars whenever you go shirtless."
"You took care of me, I take care of you." I said simply, pulling his hair back in a ponytail.
He turned around and hugged me, brushing his lips against mine. "Thank you."
"You're welcome." I said back. "Lets go eat breakfast."
CC scampered to the kitchen, looking through the cupboards. I pulled a box of Cherios out of the pantry and poured him a bowl.
CC grinned at me. I handed him the bowl, still dry. He took a handful and shoved it in his mouth.
"Fucking loved these things when I was little!" he said, eating another handfull.
"And you say I act like a kid." I said, poking him in the side.
"Dude, you can't not love cherios. If you do then you're just weird." he said, finishing the small bowl.
I rolled my eyes and took a handfull from the box, following CC to the livingroom.
CC jumped on the couch and tucked his legs to the side, leaning on me. I flipped on the tv.
"Do we get porn on here?" CC asked at random.
"Uh...." I pressed MENU and flipped through. Sure enough, we did.
"Gonna click watch or what?" he said, stealing one of my cherios.
"Whaaat the fuck C" I said, selecting a channel.
"I just wanted to watch porn for some reason. I dunno, its the meds I bet." he giggled.
it wasn't much, just a couple girls kissing and humping eachother.
"This is weak compared to us." I said, poking CC's cheek.
"You can't compare us to pornstars, they've had more experance." CC said, running his hand over my stubbly chin.
"Fuck experance, its how good you are in my book." I kissed him softly "you're best."
He blushed "I'm that good?"
I nodded.
"You know one thing that you gotta wonder about porn girls? How the hell do they fuck without protection and not get pregnant?" he said, watching the girls finger eachother.
"Some birth control shit I bet." I said.
"Thank god boys can't get preggers, then we'd be screwed..."
"Ha you said screwed." I giggled.
He laughed.
"Where would it come ou--no, I don't want ot think about that..." I looked back at the tv for a while.
At the ad break CC looked up at me innocently. "Jake?"
"Hm?"
"Have you ever though of....I dunno, adopting?" he said.
"You mean like a kid?"
"Yeah. A little kid, not a baby but like, 4 or 5. Little person." he combed his fingers through his hair.
"Maybe someday." I said "Give it an awesome name like Axel or Blade."
"Jake Jr.!" CC giggled.
"Heeeeeeellllll no." I poked him in the side "Little Christian?"
"Hehe no!" he jumped away from me. "Little...Jaktian?"
"Who the fuck names their kid Jaktian?" I said.
CC stared at me blankly then shrugged his shoulders. He pulled me to the other side of the sofa, sitting me between his legs. I leaned back and rested my head on his chest, he drooped his arms around my shoulders.