OHMAIGAD SO MUCH WRITER'S BLOCK
I had like, great ideas flying through my head but now its just blegh but I will try my hardest so the chapters in this story might be a bit short (
I still have no idea why you people read my shit.
Almost two months in and I was starting to get a bump on my stomach from the baby growing inside of me. Jesus, I've seen pregnant people before but I never imagined it would be this awkward feeling. Its like carrying a pack pack on your front only a little different. I couldn't sleep on my front anymore and I haven't drank in months. Ashley is making damn sure CC doesn't smoke around me either.
Speaking of my friends, you should have seen them when I broke the news. Ashley's friend Andy looked like he was going to faint, CC flipped his shit for at least 10 minuets.
"You're having a KID?!" he screeched, looking like I had just told him I murdered his entire family...well, something like that. "A KID?!"
"No CC I'm having puppies." I retorted sarcastically. "Of course."
"How does that even..." Andy asked, furrowing his eyebrows in confustion "Where does it come out?"
I squirmed uncomfortably. "Same place it went in?"
"Oh god." CC groaned, passing it onto Ashley and Andy. I felt my face grow warm in embarrassment.
"Well!" I said "Thats how it works with girls, amirite?"
"Speaking of girls, what the fuck are you going to tell your mom?" CC asked. Being almost life long friends, he knew my mother would probably have a heart attack. Or at least freak the hell out, amazed that I of all people am the one pregnant.
"I don't know." I bit my lip. "Maybe just call her?"
"Can't you tell her in person?" Ashley asked.
CC burst out laughing, leaning forward and slapping his knee. "In person?! Didja hear that Janxx...in...hahaha..."
"Whats wrong with that?" Andy asked.
"His mom lives in motherfucking Iowa, thats whats wrong." CC said.
"She could fly out here or I could go there." I suggested.
"Just to say you're pregnant? Not a good idea." Ashley said. "You might get airsick or something."
"You worry so much." I laughed.
"I have a good reason." he smiled and rested his hand on my belly, then drew a circle around the bump. Andy and CC muttered "aww" under their breaths at us.
"Its not like I'm going to die or anything." I said, taking his hand and moving it away from me since I was starting to feel uncomfortably sexual and I didn't want it to be obvious to the guys.
That night I drove down to the book store that wasn't too far from my apartment. I didn't expect them to have so many books on pregnancy there, but most of them...okay, all of them were centered towards women and women's health. I rolled my eyes and picked the least feminine looking one to get.
I spent almost all night reading the book, holding it close to my face so the words were super clear and I wouldn't miss a thing. I only put it down to pee or eat something...which I've been having to do a lot more often now. Ashley buried himself under the comforter to hide from the light in the hallway.
"You really should be resting, Jinxxy." he said, peaking out over the top of the blanket when I returned still chewing my cheese and nutella.
"I have to read up on this pregnancy shit." I said, crawling back onto my side of the bed, crossing my legs and beginning to read again.
"Its like 2 AM though."
I rolled my eyes. "Fine. Only if we can cuddle though." I said, setting my book down and turning to him.
"Of course." he laughed, throwing my the covers. I crawled under the grey fluffy blankets and snuggled into his side, he wrapped a protective arm around me and made sure we were completely covered by blankets.
"I love you Ashley." I whispered.
"I love you too."