I had no idea what to do other than just...hug Jinxx. He looked so small crying like that, it hurt me when he cried. I didn't like how upset he was about the whole thing I mean, a child, shouldn't he be happy? Jinxx buried his head in my chest, and we stayed like that for a long time. His tears making the front of my shirt wet.
in under a week, Jinxx had become so close to me. Closer than anybody I'd ever been with for that period of time. He and I had more in common than any past relationships, and he was a lot more fun to be around during the day when i was off work than any of the women I preferred. Either he'd be Playing his guitar or watching Sci-Fi shows about aliens and what ever else. He was never sad or upset....unless you count now. I glided my fingers over his hair soothingly to try and calm him down, hushing him softly.
"Please don't leave me Ashley." he finally managed to ask, looking up at me.
"What?" Did...did he just ask what I think he did?
"Please don't leave me...I don't think I can do this on my own." he said, his voice breaking. "Please Ashley."
"Jinxx, why would I?" I asked. "I know what its like to not have parents, I don't want anyone to have to go through that, one parent or none, especially my kid."
"Thanks you...so much." he murmured, resting his head on my chest and relaxing. He stopped crying too, which made me feel a lot better.
"Our child will have the best damn family life ever." I said.
"And a good music taste." he giggled. "Can we get out of here?"
I pulled him up after staggering to my feet, he caught me before I hit the wall thankfully. I hugged him again tightly before returning to the livingroom.
"Dr. Who is on I think..." he said, taking the remote and plopping down on the white sofa.