|Deviant Login||Shop||Join deviantART for FREE||Take the Tour|
I JUST REALIZED THIS ABOUT ANDYWe all know how Andy Biersack made up the alcohol cow fuckery right?
I was about to fall asleep when I suddenly realized this...
Biersack when translated from German is beer bag (bier = beer sack = bag)
Cow's utters could be called a sack, as it's supposed to hold milk for the calf.
Alcohol cows have beer in their utter according to Andy.
Andy Biersack is an Alcohol cow.
Unfair OneUnfair one, you took my hand.
Unfair one, you tread the sand.
Unfair one, you hugged me so.
Unfair one, you let me go.
Unfair one, you you reminded me.
Unfair one, you took the key.
Unfair one, you told me lies.
Unfair one...you watched me die.
They Won't Be Hurting You Anymore... - AndleyFighting back never entered my mind- any attempt would be futile and, in any case, it was easier just to grin and bear their attacks and pretend that nothing was wrong...
The end of the school day saw me limping the five minute walk home, an ungodly pain in my left wrist...I don't know if I'll be able to hide this...
I don't live with my parents -ha, they're not even worthy of that title- I live with my best friends and band-mates. My brothers...the only people who genuinely love me and care about me.
I'm the only one still in high school, the youngest. I want to be a graphic designer, and go to college, so I'm staying in school. Currently a junior. They all dropped out during summer vacation, meaning that I've spent the last three months alone, subject to the abuse of bullies who make my life hell daily, just for being me: Ashley Purdy. At least when my brothers were with me, it was bearable...but then again, I've been subjected to abuse my whole life, so b
Feels Like Home - AndleyLove isn't something you can just dismiss into the wind, something you can forget about. True love strikes you at the worst moments and leaves you breathless. It leaves your soul, the very core of your existence, begging for more. Simply laying eyes upon that lucky person makes every single cell in your body vibrate with pure energy and unadulterated love. Their voice sends shivers down your spine and one look into their god-sent eyes is like a gift bestowed upon you by the highest powers of heaven. The smallest touch can be felt days afterwards, a delicate heat that warms even the darkest depths of your heart. Every heartbeat and electric impulse, all of it whispers their name through the life blood slipping through your veins; every breath and blink of your eyes exists because they do.
Everything you do belongs to them because your heart is their's. It always has been and always will be.
Insomnia: Andley"Ash," a deep voice said in a whisper as I felt a finger poke into my side. "I can't sleep."
A slight smile found its way onto my face as I opened my eyes enough to see Andy standing next to my bunk, waiting for me to wake up.
"Okay Andy." I said and moved over closer to the wall and held the blanket up so he could climb in next to me. "What has occupied your mind this time?" I asked as he laid down.
He didn't answer me right away. At first he only wrapped his arms around my waist and put his head against my chest.
"I don't know Ash."
I nodded and started running my hand through his soft hair.
Truth be told these moments really hurt me. I loved Andy and would do anything for him but I knew he didn't feel the same way. I was so desperate to be with him though that I would lay with him like this pretending that he was mine.
"Ashley, what are you thinking about?" Andy said looking up at me with those beautiful blue eyes of his.
"Don't lie Ashley. I can tell you're thinking abou
Only Sleeping: AndleyI looked at his sleeping form from the doorway. Watching him sleep had always brought a smile to my lips, and it almost did even now. Then I remembered that he wasn't only sleeping. The one I love was in a coma, and had been for nearly two years. The doctors kept telling me I didn't need to come in everyday due to the fact that he wasn't likely to wake up anytime soon, but I didn't care I came to visit him every day anyway. He was there and I had to be here to help his unconscious self find him. One day he would wake up.
Nobody, not even the doctors, knew why he had fallen into a coma. They had thought maybe it had been due to stress, but they had said he would have woken up by now if that had been the cause.
I walked over to the hospital bed that held my baby and a tear rolled down my cheek. No matter how long I had to get used to this, seeing him lying there with all those wires hooked up to him was still enough to make me cry.
Sitting on the bed next to him I looked at the calendar.
Kiss The Lips Of Evil Ch. 35 - Andy
"How about Dennis if it's a boy." I smiled pushing the cart down the isle. Ash and I have been married for seven years and a little over nine months ago we decided to have a baby. He was visiting his Mom and Dad for a while.
"Great. And Ashlynn if it's a girl." He laughed into the phone. "I miss you."
"I miss you too. Come home soon though, I've got good news for you." I was bubbling over. I wanted to tell him the news, but I had to wait until I saw the expression on his face.
"I'll be back tomorrow night. Wait up for me?"
"Love you baby."
"Love you too Ashley. Bye." I hung up the phone and went down the isle for toys. I couldn't wait until Ash was home.
"Baby, I'm home." I heard him call from the front door. I ran down the stairs and jumped into his arms. "I missed you so much." He smiled. We moved into a house in a small suburb a few years ago when we started talking about babies.
"I know. Come upstairs to the babies room. I want to show you something." I kissed him and pul
Hospital Situations: Andley"Andy!" Ashley called from his bedroom.
"What Ash?" I called back after turning the volume down on the television.
"Can you please come here?"
"Why not?" he yelled sounding desperate and angry.
"Because. Why can't you come down here?" I asked wondering what he could have done this time.
With a sigh I got up off the couch and walked up the stairs into Ashley's room.
When I walked in Ashley looked at me with a deer in the headlights look. With him not wanting to move from under the blankets I pretty much guessed what was wrong, but that did not mean I wasn't going to make him explain the situation to me.
"Andy, I have a problem." He said and I just continued to stare at him from the doorway.
"And what would that be?"
"I kind of took that drug Jinxx gave me a few days ago."
I grinned at him mockingly. "The one that boosts your sexual need or whatever?" I asked knowing without a doubt that that was the one.
"So your problem is?"
"The box said to see a doctor i
Mistletoe: Andley"You know your family is probably going to wonder why you are bringing your best friend instead of a girlfriend." Ashley said spinning around in my desk chair as I got dressed.
I pulled my shirt over my head. "I know Ash, but I won't be able to make it through this Christmas party without you."
"Even with me I'm not so sure we'll make it. Your parents have told me your family is a little homophobic."
"Believe me, I know. Why do you think no one but my parents know? If any of my cousins knew about it I would never be able to talk to them, or show my face, ever again. Please Ashley, just come with me and stay with me." I said and sat down in his lap wrapping my arm around his shoulders.
He wrapped his arms around my waist. "I never said I wouldn't, I just want you to know that they will probably see right through the best friend thing. I don't want you to get hurt."
"I know Ash, but if you're there being hurt won't be that bad."
He looked doubtful but I knew he would go
Yours in Eternity: AndleyThe students that sat in the gymnasium bleachers that day looked bored. Most of them showed no emotion even though two of their classmates had been taken by death. The truth was most of the kids there had never really known the two that had died, they had been nobodies. But now that they were gone the students finally realized how terribly they had treated the two.
In the crown of guilty students however, sat the deceased's group of friends. These students had tears covering their cheeks. These few students knew who the two had been and were filled to the brink with sorrow. None of them had wanted to believe that they would never see their two friends again.
"I just can't believe they are really gone." The boy named CC said to his friends while wiping some of the tears from his face.
"I know what you mean buddy. We're never going to hear Ashley being a pervert again." Jake replied wiping away some of his own tears and patting CC on the shoulder.
"Or hear Andy and Ashley be all lovey to
So Lucky: AndleyI looked down at the sleeping form of my boyfriend in my lap with one thought: how did I get so lucky? I went from an alcoholic that would fuck anything with a pulse to a sober, caring boyfriend. If I didn't have Andy I would probably be hangover at the moment.
"Ash no!" Andy yelled as he started to thrash around in my arms.
"Shh, Andy, calm down baby." I cooed to him, rubbing calming circles on his back.
Tears started falling from Andy's eyes and I had no clue what to do. I was worried that if I woke him up he would still be terrified of whatever when he woke up. And since he had said my name in a terrified voice, I was worried if I woke him he would be terrified of me, and I couldn't stand that thought.
A few minutes later the tears had slowed and Andy seemed to be sleeping peacefully again.
I shook his shoulder gently. "Honey, wake up."
Andy's face scrunched up, making me laugh, and then he opened his eyes.
"Hello gorgeous." I said as he sat up and moved off of my lap to sit next to
Keep in Touch!
A two-time Community Volunteer for the deviantART Related category, Anne is well-known as a positive, helpful force. She is the community's resident expert when it comes to CSS (Cascading Style Sheets), and her personal gallery offers a wide variety of tutorials for new and experienced coders alike. In addition, each winter she hosts a calendar project encouraging members to create Journal designs for all to use, bringing more creativity to the community.
It is with immense gratitude that we acknowledge Anne as the recipient of the Deviousness Award for October 2014. Read More