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Dreams Forgotten chapter 9
Dreams Forgotten chapter 9 - When You Sleep At Night
It seemed like years passed before I gathered the courage to go back inside the house itself, in fear the others might see me again. I didn't want them to see me, it'd be too much. They'd flip their shit again. Ashley could handle it, he wasn't as scared as the others were, hell he wanted me to stay. I felt his pain in having me go again. His chest ached and his body was numb, he was sad. Depressed even. Yes, I could feel his emotions. Exactly like it was happening to my own body--the body I used to have anyway. The body thats 6 feet under a pile of dirt in a cemetery overlooking a valley,
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 24Chapter 24 - Out Of Jail
I saw Andy just as the gates slid open. For a second I didn't recognize him, then I saw his baby blue eyes light up and run to the car. I kicked open the door for him and immediately hug tackled him when he sat on the edge of the seat. He flung his arms around me as I broke down into tears, burying my head in the crook of his neck. I felt him smile against me and pat my back. Within a few seconds he let go and leaned forward, embracing the crying Mrs. Biersack. After a few moments of hugs and kisses, he sat back beside me and shut the door then rested his hand on mine. I smiled at him and re-buckled my seat-belt.
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 23Chapter 24 - Aftermath.
I swore softly as I slowly peeled off the multiple bandaids I had stuck to my leg. The tan tape like material ripping at the hair under the sticky part. Luckily, it didn't peel off any of the giant scab that had formed over the cut.
I watched as blood began to swell around the cut and run down the side of my thigh. After the blood came the sting, like millions of tiny needles were being pushed into my skin and moved around in agonizing circles inside of it. I swore again and quickly rushed to the bathroom, grabbing a black washcloth and pressing it against my thigh.
"Ashley you fucking idiot!" I screamed at myself
They Won't Be Hurting You Anymore... - AndleyFighting back never entered my mind- any attempt would be futile and, in any case, it was easier just to grin and bear their attacks and pretend that nothing was wrong...
The end of the school day saw me limping the five minute walk home, an ungodly pain in my left wrist...I don't know if I'll be able to hide this...
I don't live with my parents -ha, they're not even worthy of that title- I live with my best friends and band-mates. My brothers...the only people who genuinely love me and care about me.
I'm the only one still in high school, the youngest. I want to be a graphic designer, and go to college, so I'm staying in school. Currentl
Cowboy Boots and Shining Stars: AndleyAll night long, I had been looking over at where the boy I loved sat. Tonight was our schools Homecoming dance, and the only reason I had come at all was because of him. It was actually a pretty stupid reason since I had never spoken a word to him, but I still had enough hope (or maybe it was better described as desperation) to think that he may ask me to dance. It hadn't happened so far, making my hope droop a little, but my mind kept reminding me that I still had time, that the night wasn't over yet.
"Andy, you haven't moved a muscle the whole time we've been here. You wouldn't even walk around with us at the game," Scout, my long time bes
Little Ones chapter 4Author note:
OHMAIGAD SO MUCH WRITER'S BLOCK
I had like, great ideas flying through my head but now its just blegh but I will try my hardest so the chapters in this story might be a bit short (LIKE JINXX!) I'm sorry DX Oh and I promised myself I wouldn't do huge time skips but...come on...I'm the master of super huge time skips. Remember the one time I skipped forward 4 YEARS? Of couse not nobody read that story...I'm babbling now...shit...well, I'll get to the story now.
I still have no idea why you people read my shit.
Almost two months in and I was starting to get a
Back Hallway (AndLey one-shot)could build a house with all this writer's block.
HA GEDDIT? BLOCK? WRITER'S BLOCK? BLOCKS LIKE STONE AND BLOCKS LIKE STUCK?
I'm funny fuck you.
Heres a random one-shot I have to clear my head.
First day of school. Whew. Okay, no being nervous Andy. You already have a good chance of getting picked on for looking emo, you don't need the name tag "pussy" stamped on your face. I shifted my batman bag up my shoulders, keeping my eyes cast downward as I walked along in the hallway. I was already getting stares from people. Fucking hell this was getting on my nerves. My shoes seemed to make the loudest
Fight Against All Odds Chapter 25There was a sea of darkness. So thick, like molasses. The darkness surrounded me and I choked for breath.
"Through sadness you have taught us to be one with the crowd
Unveil the sacred order, hymns of falling down
You told the greatest stories, of love and bleeding crowns
But to the sick and hungry, you cannot be found"
Why was Sweet Blasphemy being sung?
"We are young and we are strong
Through strength in self we become
Something more than they can be
I raise my heart and sing!"
I sang along with the lyrics, noticing there was no instruments, just a voice. A deep, soothing voice that made me smile. A voice that comforted me, a voice that was everything to me. The melody was beautiful.
"That I wont believe this lie
I know there's something more inside
When darkness is all you see
This is our Sweet Blasphemy"
I sang the chorus that was so familiar to me as
Fight Against All Odds Chapter 9Take a five year old kid who cannot sleep on the night of Christmas Eve because Santa Clauss is about to give him presents...multiply it by 2 million...and you're still not close to the excitement I have right now.
I was standing in the center of a Hot Topic, and I was seriously about to cry. All of a sudden I just wanted my gray uniform off.
Plus I could choose whatever I wanted.
Yup, the rebel's base is located in the Florida Mall. Best place in the world.
Of course, it's surrounded by barbed wire fence and has watch towers that are patrolled 24/7 now. But otherwise, it's the Florida Mall alright.
Andy wasn't kidding though when he sai
Fight Against All Odds Chapter 21Ronnie had his arm around my shoulders. I struggled to pretend I enjoyed his company. That I loved him.
It was impossible.
I had worn dark jeans and a black tank top that was not revealing at all. Whenever he showed a remote interest in me sexually I laughed it off or changed the subject.
We were currently at a party in the club. Why it was on a Monday I wasn't sure, but apparently we were celebrating the fact a scout had just rescued five kids.
Of Mice and Men were the band currently playing. Austin Carlisle's screams echoed through the building. A crowd had gathered in front of the stage, jumping up and down with their fists raised in the air. I was sitting by Ronnie and we were talking to Jacky Vincent and his girlfriend. I mostly ignored the conversation.
With every second I saw Ronnie downing more and more drinks. His smile slowly growing. I raised an eyebrow at him at times but he continued to order more and more beers from the club. I sat and stared at my Diet Coke. He gig
Dreams Forgotten chapter 8 - Come Back...
Dreams Forgotten chapter 8 - Come back...
As I emerged through the door, I looked back at the house. Through the window I could see Ella burying her head into Jake's shoulder. His face was pale and he didn't react. CC picked Ashley off the ground, who immediately ran to the door but didn't open it. I him pounding on it while screaming my name over and over. it made my heart sink and I wanted to go back there...but I couldn't I couldn't let all of them see me again like this...just Ashley.
Painfully, I pushed my translucent body through the garage door and waited.
My mind raced, all sorts of emotions raced through me as I fe
He Finally Found Someone (Andley)It was a cloudy, rainy day at a countryside of Nookwood, Idaho. Ashley Purdy had invited his friend, Andy Biersack, to spend the day at his house. So there they were, sitting on the old, creaky country porch. They were covered by the roof that was connected to the porch so they wouldn't get wet. Ashley looked over the country field that spread out for miles. Ashley loved it when it rained.
Ashley's attention was soon grabbed by another thing he loved.
Andy tried to blow his bangs out of his dazzling blue eyes, when that didn't work, he just gave in, and pushed them out of his face with his own hands. Ashley thought it was just adorable when
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 14Chapter 14 - Sirens
Loud screeching noises woke me from my nap, making me fall out of my bed. Nice.
When Andy left, looking like a puppy on his way to the vet to be put down I had sunk into my room and laid down on my bed, trying not to think of what would happen to him when he got home. Andy didn't deserve any of the things he got from that evil man, if I could stop it I would. But for now, I couldn't. He'd get taken away. My eyes evantually drooped lower and lower untill I fell asleep.
I pulled myself off the ground and looked out my window. 1, 2, 3 cop cars and an ambulance rushed down the small urban street and came to a halt just a fe
Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 13Chapter 13 - Get Away
I looked over at the door to see mom standing there, a shotgun perched on her thin shoulder, the barrel aimed directly at Pete's balding head. He pulled out of me and yanked up his pants, raising his hands in the air in surrender. "Sweetheart you don't have to..."
"Shut up!" she yelled.
"Don't 'baby' me you sick bastard!" she screeched.
Pete stepped back farther, almost to the wall. The plastic beer bottle clattered under his fet, tripping him and making him fall. She bent slightly to aim at his forehead.
"Give me one reason why I shouldn't blow your brains out." she growled.
"I didn't do NUTHIN'!" he yel
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