I JUST REALIZED THIS ABOUT ANDYWe all know how Andy Biersack made up the alcohol cow fuckery right?
I was about to fall asleep when I suddenly realized this...
Biersack when translated from German is beer bag (bier = beer sack = bag)
Cow's utters could be called a sack, as it's supposed to hold milk for the calf.
Alcohol cows have beer in their utter according to Andy.
Andy Biersack is an Alcohol cow.
Unfair OneUnfair one, you took my hand.
Unfair one, you tread the sand.
Unfair one, you hugged me so.
Unfair one, you let me go.
Unfair one, you you reminded me.
Unfair one, you took the key.
Unfair one, you told me lies.
Unfair one...you watched me die.
They Won't Be Hurting You Anymore... - AndleyFighting back never entered my mind- any attempt would be futile and, in any case, it was easier just to grin and bear their attacks and pretend that nothing was wrong...
The end of the school day saw me limping the five minute walk home, an ungodly pain in my left wrist...I don't know if I'll be able to hide this...
I don't live with my parents -ha, they're not even worthy of that title- I live with my best friends and band-mates. My brothers...the only people who genuinely love me and care about me.
I'm the only one still in high school, the youngest. I want to be a graphic designer, and go to college, so I'm staying in school. Currently a junior. They all dropped out during summer vacation, meaning that I've spent the last three months alone, subject to the abuse of bullies who make my life hell daily, just for being me: Ashley Purdy. At least when my brothers were with me, it was bearable...but then again, I've been subjected to abuse my whole life, so b
Hospital Situations: Andley"Andy!" Ashley called from his bedroom.
"What Ash?" I called back after turning the volume down on the television.
"Can you please come here?"
"Why not?" he yelled sounding desperate and angry.
"Because. Why can't you come down here?" I asked wondering what he could have done this time.
With a sigh I got up off the couch and walked up the stairs into Ashley's room.
When I walked in Ashley looked at me with a deer in the headlights look. With him not wanting to move from under the blankets I pretty much guessed what was wrong, but that did not mean I wasn't going to make him explain the situation to me.
"Andy, I have a problem." He said and I just continued to stare at him from the doorway.
"And what would that be?"
"I kind of took that drug Jinxx gave me a few days ago."
I grinned at him mockingly. "The one that boosts your sexual need or whatever?" I asked knowing without a doubt that that was the one.
"So your problem is?"
"The box said to see a doctor i
Mistletoe: Andley"You know your family is probably going to wonder why you are bringing your best friend instead of a girlfriend." Ashley said spinning around in my desk chair as I got dressed.
I pulled my shirt over my head. "I know Ash, but I won't be able to make it through this Christmas party without you."
"Even with me I'm not so sure we'll make it. Your parents have told me your family is a little homophobic."
"Believe me, I know. Why do you think no one but my parents know? If any of my cousins knew about it I would never be able to talk to them, or show my face, ever again. Please Ashley, just come with me and stay with me." I said and sat down in his lap wrapping my arm around his shoulders.
He wrapped his arms around my waist. "I never said I wouldn't, I just want you to know that they will probably see right through the best friend thing. I don't want you to get hurt."
"I know Ash, but if you're there being hurt won't be that bad."
He looked doubtful but I knew he would go
Only Sleeping: AndleyI looked at his sleeping form from the doorway. Watching him sleep had always brought a smile to my lips, and it almost did even now. Then I remembered that he wasn't only sleeping. The one I love was in a coma, and had been for nearly two years. The doctors kept telling me I didn't need to come in everyday due to the fact that he wasn't likely to wake up anytime soon, but I didn't care I came to visit him every day anyway. He was there and I had to be here to help his unconscious self find him. One day he would wake up.
Nobody, not even the doctors, knew why he had fallen into a coma. They had thought maybe it had been due to stress, but they had said he would have woken up by now if that had been the cause.
I walked over to the hospital bed that held my baby and a tear rolled down my cheek. No matter how long I had to get used to this, seeing him lying there with all those wires hooked up to him was still enough to make me cry.
Sitting on the bed next to him I looked at the calendar.
Yours in Eternity: AndleyThe students that sat in the gymnasium bleachers that day looked bored. Most of them showed no emotion even though two of their classmates had been taken by death. The truth was most of the kids there had never really known the two that had died, they had been nobodies. But now that they were gone the students finally realized how terribly they had treated the two.
In the crown of guilty students however, sat the deceased's group of friends. These students had tears covering their cheeks. These few students knew who the two had been and were filled to the brink with sorrow. None of them had wanted to believe that they would never see their two friends again.
"I just can't believe they are really gone." The boy named CC said to his friends while wiping some of the tears from his face.
"I know what you mean buddy. We're never going to hear Ashley being a pervert again." Jake replied wiping away some of his own tears and patting CC on the shoulder.
"Or hear Andy and Ashley be all lovey to
So Lucky: AndleyI looked down at the sleeping form of my boyfriend in my lap with one thought: how did I get so lucky? I went from an alcoholic that would fuck anything with a pulse to a sober, caring boyfriend. If I didn't have Andy I would probably be hangover at the moment.
"Ash no!" Andy yelled as he started to thrash around in my arms.
"Shh, Andy, calm down baby." I cooed to him, rubbing calming circles on his back.
Tears started falling from Andy's eyes and I had no clue what to do. I was worried that if I woke him up he would still be terrified of whatever when he woke up. And since he had said my name in a terrified voice, I was worried if I woke him he would be terrified of me, and I couldn't stand that thought.
A few minutes later the tears had slowed and Andy seemed to be sleeping peacefully again.
I shook his shoulder gently. "Honey, wake up."
Andy's face scrunched up, making me laugh, and then he opened his eyes.
"Hello gorgeous." I said as he sat up and moved off of my lap to sit next to
The Wild Ones - AndleyWild Ones. That’s what we are now. Heroes of the Legion and enemies of F.E.A.R, living in a god forsaken desert. We hide in an abandoned oil rig, making homes wherever we could. There were enough of us to be noticed, but too few of us to make a true stand. All of outcasts, deviants, of the society FEAR took control over. We all chose to escape and be free rather than be forced to conform.
My name is Ashley Purdy. I ran when I was 17, forced to leave my family behind and the life I once knew. I left behind my friend, Eve, and I made her promise to keep in touch and to stay low, stay safe. She understood as my parents were about to send me to the psychiatric hospital that FEAR ran near my town. She and her friends would keep me updated when they could from their high school. I just hoped she would stay safe.
I took off to the desert, hoping to find refuge from the world, with only my bass and the close on my back. I came a
The Scientist: AndleyCome up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
I gripped the roses in my shaking hands, and paid the smiling girl behind the counter.
"Thank you." I said, forcing myself to return her bright smile.
"Your girlfriend must be very lucky to have you," she said. "Those are the best roses." My smile wavered slightly.
"Yes She She is." I tried to keep my voice from going shaky too. She smiled again as I turned to walk away. I pushed open the door, to here that little happy tinkle from the bell. My heart fell a little. It seemed everyone was happy apart from me. I held the bloodred roses to my chest, and walked away from the place that sung out it's little, happy tune.
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
I closed my eyes a little, and took a deep breath. It was close now, I jus
Andy sat next to Ashley on the bed.
"Ash, are we going to talk about it?" Andy asked after a lengthy silence.
Ashley stared at his wardrobe for a bit, deep in thought. "No," he said once the silence had stretched on for longer than either of them could take.
Andy nodded and avoided Ash's gaze. He had sort of hoped that Ashley would want to talk. He needed to sort out his emotions. For now though, without Ashley to talk to, Andy's emotions would have to remain muddled.
"You should leave now," Ashley stood up and walked over to the window. He watched the naked tree branches as they shook in the wind. He watched the cars as they sped past. He watched anything, desperate for something to take his mind off what he had just done. But no, no matter what he thought of, his thoughts kept spiralling back to the young man who was getting up to leave.
"Ashley at some point you WILL need to talk about what just happened," Andy stared at the back of his friend's head. His friend. Ashley Purdy. The m