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I JUST REALIZED THIS ABOUT ANDYWe all know how Andy Biersack made up the alcohol cow fuckery right?
I was about to fall asleep when I suddenly realized this...
Biersack when translated from German is beer bag (bier = beer sack = bag)
Cow's utters could be called a sack, as it's supposed to hold milk for the calf.
Alcohol cows have beer in their utter according to Andy.
Andy Biersack is an Alcohol cow.
Little Ones chapter 4Author note:
OHMAIGAD SO MUCH WRITER'S BLOCK
I had like, great ideas flying through my head but now its just blegh but I will try my hardest so the chapters in this story might be a bit short (LIKE JINXX!) I'm sorry DX Oh and I promised myself I wouldn't do huge time skips but...come on...I'm the master of super huge time skips. Remember the one time I skipped forward 4 YEARS? Of couse not nobody read that story...I'm babbling now...shit...well, I'll get to the story now.
I still have no idea why you people read my shit.
Almost two months in and I was starting to get a bump on my stomach from the baby growing inside of me. Jesus, I've seen pregnant people before but I never imagined it would be this awkward feeling. Its like carrying a pack pack on your front only a little different. I couldn't sleep on my front anymore and I haven't drank in months. Ashley is making damn sure CC doesn't smoke around me either.
Little Ones chapter 3I had no idea what to do other than just...hug Jinxx. He looked so small crying like that, it hurt me when he cried. I didn't like how upset he was about the whole thing I mean, a child, shouldn't he be happy? Jinxx buried his head in my chest, and we stayed like that for a long time. His tears making the front of my shirt wet.
in under a week, Jinxx had become so close to me. Closer than anybody I'd ever been with for that period of time. He and I had more in common than any past relationships, and he was a lot more fun to be around during the day when i was off work than any of the women I preferred. Either he'd be Playing his guitar or watching Sci-Fi shows about aliens and what ever else. He was never sad or upset....unless you count now. I glided my fingers over his hair soothingly to try and calm him down, hushing him softly.
"Please don't leave me Ashley." he finally managed to ask, looking up at me.
"What?" Did...did he just ask what I think he did?
"Please don't leave
They Won't Be Hurting You Anymore... - AndleyFighting back never entered my mind- any attempt would be futile and, in any case, it was easier just to grin and bear their attacks and pretend that nothing was wrong...
The end of the school day saw me limping the five minute walk home, an ungodly pain in my left wrist...I don't know if I'll be able to hide this...
I don't live with my parents -ha, they're not even worthy of that title- I live with my best friends and band-mates. My brothers...the only people who genuinely love me and care about me.
I'm the only one still in high school, the youngest. I want to be a graphic designer, and go to college, so I'm staying in school. Currently a junior. They all dropped out during summer vacation, meaning that I've spent the last three months alone, subject to the abuse of bullies who make my life hell daily, just for being me: Ashley Purdy. At least when my brothers were with me, it was bearable...but then again, I've been subjected to abuse my whole life, so b
Take This To Heart Chapter 1
Chapter 1: I Just Wanna Kiss Your Lips
"Ashley wake the fuck up!" I heard someone pounding on my door. It was probably Jake and Chris. Why can't they let me sleep? I managed to glance at the clock. 12 PM. Damn it all. I climbed out of bed and walked to my front door.
"Calm your asses down, I'm coming." I yelled unlocking the door slowly, and sure enough, my two best friends were at the door. Jake Pitts, my best friend since middle school; and Chris Ceruli, my friend from work. "What the fuck do you want?"
"It's Saturday bro! You know what that means?" Jake smiled letting himself in.
"Jake, I'm not in the mood right now." I complained sitting down on the couch.
"Hear that Chris, he said he's not in the mood." Jake laughed sitting next to me.
"He says that every week until he starts drinking." Chris laughed heading for the kitchen.
"I'm serious guys. I'm not in the mood for a party today." They kept laughing, until Jake saw the expression on my face.
"Whoa. Hang on a sec Chris, I think h
Only Sleeping: AndleyI looked at his sleeping form from the doorway. Watching him sleep had always brought a smile to my lips, and it almost did even now. Then I remembered that he wasn't only sleeping. The one I love was in a coma, and had been for nearly two years. The doctors kept telling me I didn't need to come in everyday due to the fact that he wasn't likely to wake up anytime soon, but I didn't care I came to visit him every day anyway. He was there and I had to be here to help his unconscious self find him. One day he would wake up.
Nobody, not even the doctors, knew why he had fallen into a coma. They had thought maybe it had been due to stress, but they had said he would have woken up by now if that had been the cause.
I walked over to the hospital bed that held my baby and a tear rolled down my cheek. No matter how long I had to get used to this, seeing him lying there with all those wires hooked up to him was still enough to make me cry.
Sitting on the bed next to him I looked at the calendar.
Andley- Train Tracks Part 1Ashley's P.O.V
A sixteen year old me and Andy were giggling and running towards the train tracks as the boy's chased after us. Me and Andy were much faster then them considering his gazelle legs and my streamlined shape, he stopped panting for a couple of seconds.
"It'll take them ages to catch us up!" panted Andy, resting his hands on his knees fighting for breath.
"It's CC's fault," I panted. "He shouldn't of drank so much," Andy laughed and clapped me on the shoulder, an action he was fond of doing. We were interrupted by the guys pelting down the road at us laughing their drunk heads off all except for CC who was stumbling around like a headless chicken.
We all laughed and took the piss out of him while he tried unsuccessfully to get us into a headlock.
"Hey Guys I have an idea!" Jake shouted drunkly. "Let's cross the tracks," CC and Jinxx nodded eagerly at the danger and stumbled towards the tracks, unstably wobbling across until they reached the end. Jake followed suit and got
Andley- Train Tracks Part 2Ashley's P.O.V
I could hear my heartbeat ringing in my ears, the boy turned round to face me showing him fully. His mouth set in determination as he took a step towards me, I scrambled back grabbing my bag as I scurried out of his way. I backed up against the gate, slowly standing up as the mirror of Andy watched me, slowly behind the long black coat he reached out his hand to me I stared at it before I screamed and toppled backwards over the graveyard's gate. Running as fast as I could away from him, he just stared watching me go with an almost sad glint in his blue eyes his hand still outstretched. I ran and ran passing shops but in every window I saw his face that hand outstretched I screamed and continued sprinting until I came to my psychotherapist's office, I franticly knocked on the door until she opened it, I stumbled in and started franticly locking the windows.
"Ash! Ash!" she cried and walked over to soothe me, trying to stop my hands.
"No No No!," I shouted as she freed my
Andley- Train Tracks Part 4Ashley's P.O.V
Later that night I was sitting watching T.V, my aunt had gone out for the night leaving me home alone. I didn't mind I just hoped that no mirages of Andy would pop up any time soon. Not to mention I had two mosquito bites on my neck, my day just got better and better. The film I had been watching popped back on, I continued to watch it. It was some horror film about vampires
"No Please!" the girl on the T.V shrieked, then came a hiss and she started screaming, I jumped as the front door was knocked loudly. Grumbling a little I went to answer it, I swung it open the cold air hitting my body. Andy stared back at me, I opened my mouth to scream but his hand closed over it. Looking into his smouldering blue eyes, Suddenly I smelt burning and looked down to see his hand burning like somebody had poured acid onto it, the skin flaking and melting off, his face contorted in agony. I screamed through his hand, watching him pull it away hurriedly.
"You have to invite me in," he mu
Andley- Train Tracks Part 3Ashley's P.O.V
It was dark outside, the moon creating an eerie glow over my house. I sat on my bed thinking about what had happened today, thinking about Andy. He couldn't be a ghost because your hand goes right through ghosts right? And he had touched me so that option was off the list. I sighed and ran my hands down over my face, I needed to calm down. I shifted off my bed and padded barefoot to the bathroom, starting a bath I sat on the toilet seat with my head in my hands. It was so frustrating not knowing any answers to the questions that swirled around in my brain, giving up I stood up and stripped my top off dropping it to the floor. I caught myself in the mirror and pressed my hand against it's coolness looking at my reflection. Suddenly a ghostly hand slid slowly from the mirror I stood transfixed as it pressed against my own.
Instantly I jerked backwards, stammering incoherent words as the image of Andy appeared in the mirror.
"Stop following me!" I cried, sinking to my knees
Ashes to Ashes (Andley) Part 2 (End) They checked the bar with no sign of Andy. Christian knew full well they wouldn’t see him there, but he had to do this for Andy. Right?
Ashley was frantically texting Andy. ‘Andy, where are you? I’m so sorry. I love you so much. Please come back to me. I’ll never hurt you again.’
Christian looked over Ashley’s shoulder, reading the text. “Dude, whaddaya mean you love him?”
Ashley blushed hard. He put his phone down, sighed, then looked to his brother. “Like…like a real love. Like how a guy loves a girl…”
“Ohhh.” CC ran a hand through his hair. “So uh…how long has this been going on?”
“For a while but…that doesn’t matter. What matters is we need to get him back.”
They sat in silence for a few minutes. Ashley was lost in thought over the fact he might never see his
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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